Sometimes just getting to do one simple thing takes a lot of time out of your day. My husband left for Saudia Arabia and things haven't been the same. My ESL program is truly in the garbage, my daughter still doesn't know about her lab results, and my other daughter is struggling with her memory at work...what more can happen? However, I do know that GOD is in control and that things aren't as bad as someone elses troubles.
I ran today, but that took an effort. Something I truly enjoy is giving me some heartache. I don't have any injuries, just not having any fun with it. I'm really trying to deal with this melencholoy about this running..spelling? Anyways, Ralph, my husband told me it's like practicing for a softball game with no games to look forward to...I guess I need to sign up for some races. It's that I'm not very good and it gets discouraging to sign up for these races and not doing well. I haven't sign up for the Richmond Marathon yet because my husband does't get paid for awhile. I have to hold on to what I have and make it stretch. Hopefully, I will sign up for it next month..it is quite expensive. My friends and I will go shopping. I can't wait to have some fun with my friends..it's been awhile.
Please can someone tell me that I will be ok and that fun will reeinter my life? I'm looking over the edge and need some help to pull me back. Sound stupid doesn't it?